My 2

My 2 beautiful boys.

A little while ago on one of your home days we spoke about a lot of things;

Do angels get hurt, how do our bodies cry.... And what is a gentlemen. We spoke about what a gentlemen is and why.

I showed you some old movie clips of gentlemen. 

I found lots of moments of a gentlemen dancing with a beautiful lady.

Balun you were smiling with those amazing eyes and taking it all in.

You pretended to be a gentlemen and asked me to dance and we did. I held you on my hip and your little hands entwined in mine. It was magical.

Tonight when I lay with you Balun, I told you how beautiful you are. 

You replied "I am your gentlemen."

I couldn't understand what you had said and asked you, you replied,

"Remember how you taught me mum. Gentlemen are nice to ladies and they ask them to dance."

I remember Balun.You are my gentlemen.

You then told me I am a real really mummy, which was such a beautiful thing to say.

I thanked you and we cuddled. we continued to talk and talked for a long time.

I lay here tonight while you sleep and look through my photos. I found the one that makes me smile and I have posted it above these words. 

I am a happy girl having you, my dear Balun and your dad in my world every day, my 2 beautiful loves.